Mom and a Job

So I have recieved my Associate degree in Medical officce administration, now it is time to get a job. I have been having mixed feelings about working a regular 9 - 5 job though. I have stayed home during the days and working nights for so long now. I also feel that by working during the day, I might miss out on some event that happens in my childrens' lives. I'm not going to be there everyday to make lunches and put them down for there naps. In away I feel that I am abandoning them in some way. I realize that I am not the first nor last mother to feel this.